Fitting in… LOL
Why would you want to fit in when we are all inherently different.
What then do you want to fit in with? The society
The same society that you hate, the same one that you don’t find yourself in?
The one that made you cut pieces of yourself as sacrifices but never accepted you because you are no longer whole?
I laugh in your pain not cos you didn’t fit in but in the fact that cutting yourself made you a different thing.
The fact that you think the word ‘normal’ existed outside the dictionary.
I hope you understand that the answer was always within and never out there with people.
People will learn that you are not the same, adapt if they must and that is fine.
Going through my draft 26th September, 2023 and saw this from 30th May, 2022 and I hope it helps someone.